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abstraction block

It has been over a month since I havcontributed anything to this blog, content wise. For that, I am not sure why but I feel dissapointed. Minutes pass, as days go by and my head stays in a constant cloud. My imagination triggers itself, and I am able to fly over the streets, watching kids walking home from school, the bullets whizzing by peoples’ ears in the projects. These guys, messed up with the beauty and glamor of the scene. Unless your involved in this scene, then you have no idea what I am talking about, probably. I am talking about the drug scene.  There is a lot of glamour and beauty found in this scene, which is meant to attract people.

Wrapped up in a cloud the head feels stabbed.  It inherets death.

Strange things have been happening like, random parcels showing up at my doorstep, my dog becoming ill and my life becoming more and more estranged.

My setbacks are blamed on myself.

We keep passing unseen through little moments of other people’s lives.

Quality is a direct experience independent of and prior to intellectual abstractions.

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The Wanderer Above The Sea of Fog

By: Caspar David Friedrich

Charge Up Your Lazers.

Everyone start charging up your lazers in LOIC and DDOS the fuck out of this website: http://stormtrack.org/

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A Poem by Walt Whitman

When I heard the learn’d astronomer,

When the proofs, the figures, were ranged in columns before me,

When I was shown the charts, the diagrams, to add, divide, and measure them,

When I sitting heard the learned astronomer where he lectured with much applause in the lecture room,

How soon unaccountable I became tired and sick,

Till rising and gliding out I wander’d off by myself,

In the mystical moist night-air, and from time to time,

Look’d up in perfect silence at the stars.

-Walt Whitman

To Convey an Idea…

Apparently, all of the girls within my college are pregnant. Yes, that’s right, pregnant. Probably the most apalling aspect of this, is that the mode of the ages is around 18-21, which is depraved. Why are they even in college, when they can not even care for their own “flesh and blood”? I am going to posit one question, which above all other questions carries an inherent nobility; “Why did you have a child, if you are not even going to take care of it, because you are too busy getting a college education, being knocked up and getting blitzed on weeknights?”

 

God dammit, answer the question. What a waste, dude. Get out of the college, and go take care of your children. Jesus, what is wrong with these women/people? If you are going to have a kid then please by all means assume some sort of fucking responsibility, instead of walking away from the child, while it gazes through the glass windows of the daycare you are leaving it at. Did you even stop to think that, the most important stages of a childs’ life are those from ages 1-6.

 

Something else that pisses me off, enough to start cutting myself, is something that a girl said to the class, in an allegid attempt to sound intelligent, but regardless, failed epically.

She said, “I mean, I think if you were going to choose to smoke cigarettes in front of your child or to drink alcohol in front of your child, it would be smarter to smoke in front of them.”

Dumb cunt, smoking leads to your death.

Alcohol leads to your death.

Shut up and get the fuck out.

Both of them are tools of the grim reaper, bitch.

 

Another thing is, this same bitch who looks like a dyke, and said her side of the story about kids being around alcohol vs. tobacco, always carries a 24 OZ Styrofoam cup filled with some sort of fucking drink. I guaran-fucking-tee, that it is caffeinated tea or soda. With that said, after she makes the bold claim that she knows so much about children, and how they don’t mind being around tobacco, but they do mind being around alcohol; she goes off and consumed gallons upon gallons of caffeine per/24 hours. There are too many hypocrites on this earth.

Now a picture I found on google images, to compliment this entry:

GTFO = GET THE FUCK OUT

GTFO = GET THE FUCK OUT

Listlessness

Life keeps getting tougher for me. I have never believed that life is easy to live. It is very difficult to live life. Life or something like it, is what I am trying to live. I have to “try”, to live life. I should not have to. Why should living life require effort? I am not saying that as a human, I should not have to exert effort in daily activities, tasks and assignments, instead I am saying that life itself, should not require effort to live.

This really feels like a sad/melancholic/sorrowful/listless/gloomy/depressed/tired/lethargic/apathetic/disdainful/perilous/vile/austere/aloof life that I live. Sorry for so many synonymous words, but I feel that one descriptive word is simply not enough to summarize my life.

It is impossible to escape corruption. It is however, possible to escape being corrupted. That is one thing I am proud of. I want to remain steadfast and uncorruptable.

This really is a shitty life, that I have been given. I was not given this life, either. This life was forced on me.

I realize now, that standing in resistance to something that I believe, is without point and purpose.

It’s a pretty miserable life, to underestimate.

1. The Secrets of the Renaissance

2. Leonardo Da Vinci is a liar

3. Jesus was never married to Mary Magdalen

4. A bloody secret surrounds the french revolution

5. Israel will take over the west in a matter of years

6. There aren’t any secrets about the Da Vinci paintings

7. 70% of the humans on earth are dishonest and corrupt

8. The mind is broken

9. Humans are corrupt

10. I miss drugs

Post Script:

Perhaps I am cutting again…

This guy is really noble and honest:

Nic

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Nic & David

Nic & David

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nic and dad

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I have not consumed any food in twenty-four hours. I feel strange.

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A Feat of Triumph

Today I was glad to learn that my attempts along with a few others’ I colluded with on the internet was a success. If you are asking what was a success, then it is wise to listen carefully.

*Disclaimer: In no way did I attempt to seek access to this website. Part of a community I belong to, comprised of internet vigilantes, sent me the link and told members that; “clicking is part of the risk”.

Four days ago, I learned of a free-to-all, anonymous image board. Quintessentially, once it is broken down an image board is nothing more than a centered HTML document. Nothing really special, other than what the site was devoted to.  This Image BBS (bulletin board system), devoted to the needs of pedophiles. These needs, sadly, happen to be pictures/photographs/images of real life child pornography which has been photographed. This website had child pornography of extremely hardcore nature, none of it should be taken lightly. To reiterate, the images of child pornography involved more than just the act of sex, but rather child abuse and submission. There were photographs of five Japanese girls crammed into a dog house, with something that was built on to slide food through. These are sex slaves that people buy all around the world. These humans, I believe have fallen victim to human trafficking. The majority of the girls looked to be of Asian/South American descent. The images were horrifying and, I fear are forever burned into my eyes, since viewing. I wish I had not seen any of this, and was not involved in any way, shape or form. But alas, I am. After submitting their website to numerous anti-pornography agencies/organizations that work for the government and also via sending requests and information to the United States Department of Justice, the site was finally taken down this morning. Pictures of infants performing oral sex on a man, seven Asian girls bound in duck tape (all four limbs), and slits made in their diapers, so that sex can be more readily available. Although, in this case it is not sex at all, but rather pedophilia, child molestation, rape and intent to distribute child pornography.

The site that called itself, “Holy War”, is now finally dismantled.

http://02ch.su/hw/

The Internet Pedo’s

Yesterday, there was a considerable amount of time consumed reporting various websites to the United States Department of Justice (D.O.J), due to the rancid discovery of extremely lucid and hardcore child pornagraphy.

April 13, 2009
Heroin cheaper than six-pack of beer
Posted: 08:00 AM ET
Carol Costello – Contributor, CNN’s American Morning
Filed under: Drugs

CNN’s Carol Costello reports on who Mexican drug cartels are preying upon.
By Ronni Berke and Carol Costello

Massapequa, New York (CNN) — Doreen and Victor Ciappa thought they got a second chance when their 18-year-old daughter, Natalie, survived a heroin overdose last May.

Her mother recalled how, after the overdose, Natalie promised to stop using, insisting she didn’t need rehab.

“She said ‘oh no, I’m not going. I’ll get myself off it,’” Doreen said.

Doreen Ciappa says she had no idea the packets she found among Natalie’s belongings after her first overdose were actually heroin. “I had spent hours on the internet trying to figure out what they were.”

During the year before the overdose, Natalie had changed. The straight-A student, cheerleader and accomplished singer had lost weight and began seeing less and less of her old friends. She was spending a lot of time alone in her room, writing songs and poetry. She started hanging out with a new boyfriend. Soon, she was missing curfew and fighting frequently with her parents. Despite their suspicions, the Ciappas say it never occurred to them Natalie was using heroin.

Within weeks of the first overdose, she went out to a party and never came home. Natalie had overdosed again, this time fatally.

Law enforcement officials say a tiny, one-dose bag of heroin, costing $5-$10, is cheaper than highly controlled synthetic opiates like Oxycontin or Hydrocodone — and easily accessible to teenagers.

“Unfortunately, today, a bag of heroin can be cheaper than a 6 pack of beer,” said John Gilbride, Special Agent in Charge of the Drug Enforcement Agency’s New York Field Division.

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And this cheap heroin is deadlier than ever, according to the National Drug Intelligence Center. Unlike a generation ago, when the street drug was less than 10 percent pure — today’s version can be upwards of 70 percent pure. Teenagers are snorting it, smoking it in joints, and getting hooked faster, and overdosing more.

“Try heroin once, and you may not have the opportunity to try it again,” Gilbride says.

Wayne O’Connell, Managing Director of the Daytop drug treatment program’s outreach center on Long Island, says they are seeing teens as young as 13 using heroin.

According to the Justice Department’s National Drug Threat Assessment (2009), Mexican criminal groups are expanding Mexican heroin distribution in eastern states, taking over the South American heroin market. Mexican heroin production increased 105 percent from 1999 to 2007, while Colombian heroin production decreased 47 percent during about the same period. (1999-2006)

The NDTA says more than half of heroin arrests nationwide happen in mid-Atlantic and Northeast states – Connecticut, Maine, Massachusetts, New Hampshire, New Jersey, New York, Pennsylvania, Rhode Island, Vermont, Maryland, West Virginia and Virginia. In the Northeast states, the Department of Health reports that in 2006, almost twice as many heroin users sought treatment than all other regions combined (173,728 vs. 90,405).

On Long Island’s Nassau County, where the Ciappas live, police made 211 heroin-related arrests in 2008. So far in the first three months of this year, police say, they have made 135 such arrests.

Officials and drug counselors say heroin is luring middle-class teenagers like Natalie Ciappa, because they don’t feel the stigma associated with the image of the heroin addict as an IV-drug user.

“I think we skipped a generation in education,” said Detective Lt. Peter Donohue of the Nassau County Police Department’s Narcotics Vice Squad. “The young kids don’t see the perils with heroin.”

Parents, too, may be unaware of the perils of heroin. The Ciappas have channeled their grief into a mission to save other children from Natalie’s fate. Above all, they want school districts to send home warnings to parents when there are reports of heroin use or arrests.

“They teach the kids about everything and update them on everything. They tell parents about head lice and pinkeye, and yet they’re keeping quiet about this.”

The Ciappas helped pass Long Island’s “Natalie’s Law,” which requires officials to post on the web heroin related arrests by location, frequency, and age of those arrested.

Appearing at a local civic association meeting, Doreen Ciappa pointed to a poster of Natalie and told parents: “This picture was taken nine days before my daughter died. This is today’s heroin addict. This is what they look like. They look like everybody’s kids.”

Some districts are reaching out to parents. Alan Groveman, Superintendent of the Connetquot School District, also spoke at the meeting the Ciappas attended.

“Schools in some cases are concerned that it will give them a reputation of a drug haven or an outlaw building that is problematic,” Groveman said. “We’ve taken the opposite approach,” he said. “The children are at stake and that’s really the issue.”

Victor Ciappa says his daughter had everything going for her, until heroin came into her life. “She had everything to live for. And I just never wondered ’cause I never thought it was an issue. I never thought a kid like that would ever dabble with something as scary as heroin.”

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